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Saturday, July 19, 2008
My bus finally broke down... in the desert.
Despite my fully reclineable seat and not having to deal with the rabble in coach (... I don't even know why the let them on the plane) I spent a fairly sleepless night. I arrived in Cairo and left as soon as I could. Before doing so I made sure to sweat... a lot, and to play the video game-like challenge of crossing streets in a city with over 20 million people, and even more cars. I'm fairly confident that my survival is owed no less to the many hours I spent as a child playing Frogger on our 1982 vintage IBM PC at home. I took an overnight bus to a little town called Dahab, situated on the southerneastern coast of Sinai (only an hour north of Sharm Al-Sheikh, of presidential summit fame).
Dahab features a number of world class diving and snorkeling spots and is a backpacker's favorite. I spent 4 days here. The first catching up on sleep, the second two playing in the water, and day 4 relaxing. I hung out with a couple of American guys and a Canadian girl while I was there. The 29 year old from Ohio was quite a character, and a traveler. He's an avid climber, and enthralled me with his account of his ascent of Everest. He didn't make the summit (only the final advance camp (about 24,000 ft)), but I have a feeling he will eventually do it, and make it down to tell the tale. The other American was in the 9th month of an around the world adventure that has included stops on all seven continents... yes, Antarctica.
I was tempted to go diving, but for a hundred dollars for two dives, i decided to stick with snorkeling ( a hundred dollars is 3 weeks worth of food in nablus) ). The time I spent in the water was amazing. I was really impressed with the wide array of tropical fish, some decent coral formations, and the sheer extent of the underwater environment. I snorkeled around a sight called blue hole/the bells... amazing. There is a coral shelf about 3 feet deep which leads to a cliff/ledge that then drops to over 300 feet. It was unbelievable to see all the bright coral and aquatic life just drop into a bright blue abyss. It was a strange sensation to hover over this cliff feeling as if the laws of physics were somehow turned upside down I could plummet into the deep blue.
The two and a half hour bus ride from Dahab to Taba (on the border with Israel) took almost 5 hours. Our bus came to a stop to give water to a stranded truck driver (remember we are in the middle of the desert). As we are preparing to get back underway a group 6 foreigners comes walking up from the back of the bus demanding to be let out... I look back the bus is filling with smoke... I had just drank the last of my water about an hour ago. I knew I would eventually be on a bus that would break down. I figured it would probably be one of the Boston-NYC Chinatown buses. The thing is that, I-95 going through Connecticut is just a fundamentally different environment than the Sinai Desert.
After the smoke had more or less abated we were hearded onto the bus, by the driver who was visibly agitated due to our delay. The following 5 minutes would be the most frightening bus ride I've had since I thought I was going to die on a chicken bus in the Andes coming down the mountains from Quito in Ecuador. Contrary to my prior belief, there are hills and mountains in the desert, and there are roads that take sharp turns, and apparently there are bus drivers who are willing to bet lives on timely arrivals. For a couple of minutes I really thought the bus had lost its brakes. At least I wasn't going to die of dehydration on the side of the highway...
I took me forever to get out of Egypt, as one poor guy labored away stamping passports while 4 other border workers looked on, apparently managing logistics. I lost track of the number of times people cut in front of me. The line morphed from 3 separate lines to 2 to 1 and back to 3, all for the same station in the 30 minutes I was waiting. I won't even go into the hastle I created for myself by asking for a special re-entry stamp... wasn't worth the $15 it would have saved me. Putting my best game face on I entered the Israeli border control station. All smiles, I made a sarcastic joke about not being with the tour group entering at the same time as me and passed through the metal detectors. Of course they wanted to go through my bags.
Then came time to step up to the plate and get my stamp. The early twenties-something girl behind the glass asked me what I was doing and where I was going. As she looked at my last exit stamp she then became intrigued, "Where are you staying in Eilat (the Israeli town on the border)." I had a hostel picked out... easy question. "Can I see your return ticket to the states?"... Electronic ticket, I don't have a print out of the itenerary. Next question please. A bit befuddled, but not looking as though she was prepared to call in the reserves she leans over to the girl next to her and starts talking. The two of them had tones in their voice that suggested that something was awry, but it didn't appear as though the system had me flagged, and I was all smiles... what could they do. I pretty much ran out the place and didn't even look to see if she gave me a 1 month or 3 month visa until I was at the bus station in Eilat.
Getting from Eilat to Jerusalem was uneventful except for the peculiar anxiety that seemed to permeate the Israelis around me. There was a rush to get on the bus, a rush to get off the bus. The girl behind me in line at the rest stop was climbing on my back waiting to purchase her yogurt. Every step I took forward, she took two. I felt as though if I had bent down to pick up some change I would have been leap frogged by atleast ten people by the time I stood back up.
The first week in Nablus has been pretty calm. I spent the first night in my old apartment. My favorite old roommate was prompt in letting me know that there had been no prior notice of my arrival (which wasn't my fault) and that since the apartment was now "full" (which is up for debate), I would only be able to stay for the night. I thanked him for keeping me abreast of the situation. I have spent the past four nights at the apartment of an orginization that has a good relationship with the university. The apartment acts as a homestead for international travelers coming to Nablus for short periods of time. All of the visitors so far have been French accept for the interpretive dance couple who were from England. I don't know how long this will last, but I do have my own small room and it is relatively clean... so I'm not complaining.
I've started teaching an English class at the university, and it is good to be back in the classroom. I had my first Arabic tutoring session, and that appears as though it should work out nicely. Congratulations if you made this far. I admire your stamina and promise to do my updates fairly regularly so that you're not subjected to book-length posts in the future. Hope all are well.
peace,
ryan
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Follow the Women
This is a pretty big deal in a city where women are looked down upon if they ride a bike. The one reason for this social stigma that I heard can be requested in writing, as I don't want to offend any of those with more delicate sensibilities. Fortunately, the ride went off without a hitch. The women were supposed to enter through Huwarra checkpoint and meet their bikes (which were being shipped in trucks around the city for fear that they wouldn't be let into the city through the checkpoint). The morning of the event we received word that the women had decid
Besides the horrid sunburn I got on my recently shaved head, the rest of the day was great. I got brush up on my Spanish with the contingent from the Catalan region of Spain, and learned a few words of Turkish. I'm not going to lie, I was just a bit depr
My depression aside, you should check out this group (www.followthewomen.com) and you can see the press release I wrote at http://youth.zajel.org/Study_visits/studyvisits26.htm. If you have any connections to media outlets, this group could use your help, and deserves to get more press than they do.
More picks of the kiddos and the women of Follow the Women on my Picasa web albums!
peace, ry
Gas and Guns... nothing to see here
Regardless, the highlight of this trip was chilling around a campfire having a few cold beers, some peanuts, and conversing without having to worry about making sure that what you say will be understood, or won't be taken in the wrong way... I've learned over the past 7 years that sarcasm does not translate well (Nick can tell you a story or two). The trip to Ramallah was a great breath of fresh air, both literally and figuratively. I honestly had this sense of release in me as soon as I was outside the perimeter marked off by the Israeli military around the city. Even though you don't directly see the Israeli military on a daily basis, your subconscious knows that you don't have to go far before your freedom ceases, if only briefly, to exist. I might also contribute a bit of this feeling to the conservative stigmas that are also present here (I think twice before I throw on a pair of shorts, to go for a run).
Oh, yeah, "Gas and Guns." As I arrived at the checkpoint (you get out of your taxi , cross the checkpoint on foot, then catch another "servees" taxi on the other side) I saw gas being let off. The canister was placed so that the wind took the smoke across the pen that you enter to have your I.D. checked (it is not an exaggeration to describe it as a cattle pen where, the cattle are lined up into a single file line between metal fencing), so as to clear all the people waiting in line from the area. As I walked up towards the front of the gathered crowd I saw four Israeli soldiers with their machine guns pointed in the general direction of the crowd and beyond. Shauna, who had gone through the checkpoint minutes earlier, phoned me and suggested I try to flash them my passport. I was politely told by the soldier to "back away", apparently this is only a move for attractive young ladies from the States. I was actually glad I wasn't given any sort of preferential treatment. I would have felt pretty horrible if a bunch of people saw me just walk through. Needless to say, I hung out with the crowd for about ten minutes, exchange shakes of the head and a few smiles with those around me, and then they began slowly letting us through... after all that, "nothing to see here."
Sunday, May 11, 2008
My first smoke since the wind changed direction suddenly at that camp fire.
I met up with Yusra an hour later. I was going to crash on her couch, but her roommate, who was very nice and seemed pretty liberal (dressed liberally had a good job, etc.) just didn't feel right about a guy staying the night in the apartment. Fortunately, Yusra had a couple of really nice friends, Sa'id and Mohanad who took me in for the night and gave me one of their beds. The following day I decided to scrap my planned solo trip, to hang out with Yusra and her friends. They had planned a barbecue at a park area just north of Ramallah. The food included the traditional fair of pita bread, humus, yogurt, and a variety of meat dishes such as kafta (ground beef with spices) and lamb… wicked good.
Yusra and her friend Marwa had been on a marathon of smoking nargila over the past few weeks (water pipe for smoking a fruit based substance (no more noxious to your health than cigarettes and no chemical effects like marijuana (you can find it in the States)). The nargila is a quintessential artifact of Arab culture and daily life. Every café in the Islamic substitute for alcohol (or maybe it was the sugar from the marshmallows we were eating). Giving in to my curiosity I decided to try it. Despite the sweet apple smell of the smoke released by the smoker, this stuff was hooorrrrrrible. Of course, I coughed and they all had a good time watching me. I’m happy to say that it’s not a past time I’ll be taking up, but a bit disappointed that my inquiry into this nargila smoking has ended without answering any questions… primarily why anybody would smoke it in the first place.
The views of the surrounding hills were nice, and it was great get away from my city center apartment. In the photo to the right you can see an Israeli settlement. It seems incredibly bold, and completely unjustified that
Saturday, May 10, 2008
A Long Awaited Reunion with the Jamous Family
Once the rest of the guests had left I got to see the whole the family. Both Yasmin and Mais (Yasmin’s younger sister) are a bit more conservative. They wear a head covering and won’t shake a man’s hand… this was always a little tough for me, especially saying good bye to Yasmin four years ago, when a hug was definitely in order. On seeing them again, my immediate response was
I stayed at the house chatting with everyone for the next 5 hours or so. Of course religion, politics, and the conflict came up. Mrs. Jamous (at right with Yasmin and Jenna) recounted to me that about three months ago Israeli military came into there house around
When people here tell me their personal stories of their reality living under the occupation, I can't fully understand it. I tend to grasp for the emotional response that is warranted, but I am constantly trying to view their stories from some sort of objective lens, always trying to understand the factors that perpetuate the conflict here. Sometimes though, it really is just an innocent family suffering as they try to get on with their life (and this, I would venture, is by far, more often the case than not).
peace,
ryan
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Funerals and the “Most Disgusting Restaurant”
In Palestine, when a Muslim dies (I don’t want to make any assumptions about custom outside Palestine or for non-Muslims within Palestine), the body is buried and then there are several days of mourning afterwards, during which two homes are opened (one for women, and one for men) for members of the community to go and give their condolences. You are greeted at the door by several members of the family and offered to sit down in the family room or parlor. A very small cup of very strong coffee is served along with a large fig. We sat in silence for five minutes or so, then there was some soft chatter, and then we got up to leave as another group of men entered the home. Unfortunately, this past week I attended another such event for Mohanad, a university student who has become a good friend, after the passing of his oldest brother.
Following the first of my experiences in mourning in
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Doptka, Ulaz, and National Politics
On leaving the celebration some kids were tapping me on the back trying to knock a cigarette off my backpack (it unfortunately burned a small hole in it). At first I wasn’t sure if I should thank the kids or suspect them. Later on down the road they were still walking near us, and either their conscience or the admonitions of Alaa caused them to confess (at least this is what I gathered from the sparse translating that was being done for me). We eventually let them walk off in front of us with a girl, perhaps a sister to one of them. Alaa explained that kids in the refugee camps (he must have concluded their origins by their accents) grow up with the idea that they are the most oppressed, and that the fighters from the camps are the toughest.
There is also quite a bit of discrimination towards those in the camps. Alaa pointed out that the girl with them would not be thought of as a suitable match for any guy who wasn’t from the camps himself. During my first weekend here, we conducted a workshop for this year's Student Ambassadors for the international exchange program (like the one I participated in 4 years ago). One of the staff here asked why it was important for the Student Ambassadors to do the volunteer work at the refugee camps during the international exchange (each morning the Local Volunteers and the Internationals go work at a kids camp in Askar Refugee Camp). It became apparent that most of them had never been to the refugee camps, nor did some of them even know anyone from the camps. I began to wonder how many student at the University were coming from the camps. Much Israeli attention is paid to the camps, as many militants come from there. This is the population that was kicked out of there homes in 1948 and pushed east from what is now the state of Israel. It is here that the pain of that time is most concentrated in the newer generations. Interestingly enough, as Israel celebrates its 60th anniversary as a country (banners may be in some of my photos from Jerusalem), the Palestinians are remembering 60 years since the Nakba ("The Great Catastrophe"). An exhibition commemorating this time will open at the University next week... more to come. I began to wonder if the University could systematically reach out to youth in the camps to try to encourage them to follow a path of education as opposed to the alternatives. When I asked one of my roommates (an upper level staff member), the response was a bit defensive, arguing that getting into the University is very easy if you have the requisite grades (which apparently are not difficult to attain), that funding was easily available... this apparently is a sore/delicate subject, and so I will tread lightly and observe some more before I formulate any further thoughts.
To celebrate Roman’s (volunteer from
that someone as moderate as Alaa would vote for Hamas even though he didn’t agree with their policies. In some ways it reminded me of the reactionary voting that swept the Democrats into power in the last congressional elections, as dissatisfaction with Bush and the Republicans was mounting. Along the way to the city center I questioned Alaa about why folks would vote Hamas. He mentioned that Abbas (the current president, a Fatha member) was seen as conceding everything to the Israeli’s and that he was betraying the resistance at all levels. While, he said, that he doesn’t believe in violence, the existence of a resistance gives you some power at the bargaining table, and that Hamas, unlike Fatha was not seen as extinguishing the resistance. He noted also that
The sentiments about voting against Fatha (as opposed to voting for Hamas (which, are in their practical outcome, the same thing) were echoed in several other conversations I had. In particular, one with a Physics professor who I will hopefully have a chance to meet with again (he was quite a personality, quite fiery, and had a long history with Nablus and the University), and the Mother of a family I am close to here. The latter mentioned that Abbas is completely absent to the people, that he has been to Nablus once in so many months or years (remember its a small place and Nablus is one of the largest cities). She talked about Arafat being present. He would go to mosque with the people, and he would walk amongst the people. As I read the news about Abbas meeting with Rice and Olmert (our Secretary of State and the Israeli Prime Minister, respectively) toward a peace process, I seriously question how much of his effort will be worth anything if he does not have the people behind him.
Destination Nablus (part 2 of 2)
Of course, he had said something to me about the price of the call beforehand, “hamzeen,” which sounded like five to me (5NIS is about a buck and a half). Fine, I say. I arrive outside the university ten, anxious minutes later, and tell him to wait for me (mostly in hand gestures) while I go into the university, hopefully find Alaa, and get some scheckels (
Alaa eventually got back to the office from a class he was teaching, and we gave each other a big hug. It was great to see him. I recounted the events of the last hour and everyone in the office was shaking there head, while a few laughed at the story of the cab driver gauging me. (At left: Dominique, Alaa, and Me)
Later in the afternoon Alaa sent me with two students, Amir and Seif, who have become good friends, to go to my apartment. I have to admit that, upon entering the flat, my heart sank a little. As I walked around the house further, I became seriously concerned that this situation was not going to work out. The bathroom was disgusting, from floor, to walls, to shower, to sink, and I didn’t even want to think about sleeping in the bed (I always travel with my sleeping bag). My roommates include a Dean at the university, an assistant to the President, and a professor from
The University rents and maintains housing for faculty and staff as a result of the occupation. Over the past two decades there have been extended periods of time where professors and administrators who do not live in the City of Nablus have been unable to arrive to work because checkpoints were closed, or there severe delays to movement because of tightened security. Renting the apartments and requiring employees to stay within the city limits (during really bad times) is an example of the kinds of measures that are required to maintain a certain level of normalcy under the occupation.
I think I may have offended one of the roommates (not Mr. Bean) the second night I was there when I spent 4 and ½ hours cleaning the bathroom (steel wool is remarkable for removing soap scum from tile walls). Unaware that we weren’t allowed to have guests over, the third night I was there, I invited Amir up to the apartment (he had offered to see me home) to finish a very serious conversation we were having about his personal feelings about the situation here. As we were talking the Dean walked in, I had yet to meet him, and we exchanged pleasantries. The following morning in the office, Alaa informed me that guests are not permitted in university flats, and when I returned home that night, several notices, in English, were posted on the walls with rules for living in university housing (apparently a University employee spent four years in an Israeli jail when he was accused of not revealing the visit of a wanted person... unbeknownst to him a guest of another occupant of the apartment was a wanted person, and this unfortunate fellow became an innocent victim of circumstance.... Not a bad excuse for not allowing any guests). Thus it was a bit of a rocky start to the home life, but things are settling down, and the conditions have improved.
During my first few days in Nablus I was invited to go to some local cafes (men only please) where you can get tea, coffee, juice, and nargila (water pipe used to smoke a mash of fruit and sweetners… apple seems to be one of the more popular flavors). The second hand smoke is sweet in smell and is not too bothersome to the non-smoker. Unfortunately, people smoke cigarettes everywhere, at the café, in offices, even in the hallways at the university. I’ve become convinced that
Destination Nablus (part 1 of 2)
I’m happy to say that my first two weeks in
Nablus or Bust:
My arrival to
I was quite relieved that the checkpoint
“Ah, hello..?"
“Yeh, this is Ryan, I’m in
“Where do you want to go?”
(very funny joke right?) “Ah, I don’t know you tell me…” at this point I’m a little nervous.
“Do you want to come to Ramallah?”
“NO, I’m in
He asks, “Who are you looking for?”
“Alaa Yousef, are you Alaa Yousef?”
“No”
“Do you know him?”
“No, I’m sorry. Really, I’m very sorry”…. not a good start...
I start thinking, what are the chances that the cab driver misdialed, and happened to get someone who sounded just like Alaa, and spoke good English. Had I been talking with Alaa Yousef the last couple of days…? Or to some random guy on the other line who just kept saying yes, and OK to whatever I said…
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
He just wants to listen to Madonna and Michael Jackson
I've touched down safely, and due to some lost baggage I've spent a couple days in Jerusalem (I don't think they would have delivered the bag to Nablus). The trip got off to an exiting start. I was booked to travel from Baltimore to N.Y.C on Delta (I fly stand-by at a good rate thanks to my mom's employee benefits). My bag was checked through to Tel Aviv from Baltimore. Unfortunately, after I checked-in it became apparent I might not get on the flight, so my father, brother and I hopped in the car and zoomed over to a highway rest stop in Baltimore in search of a local stop for Chinatown buses to NYC. The scene was, at times, hair-raising as shady peddlers selectively sold "bus tickets" from unmarked black bags, for buses that would arrive "who knows when", and throngs of hopeful travelers rushed at oncoming buses in the hopes that seats would be available and that in fact, perhaps that golden ticket they just bought for $20 was legitimate. I managed to throw a nasty spin move on this old Italian lady and landed myself an aisle seat on the second bus to pull into the "station"... maybe there wasn't an old Italian lady, but there definitely was a spin move used at some point.
I arrived at JFK around 11p and went toward the El Al check-in counter. I should point out that I can't be completely forthright with the Israeli authorities about the purpose of my trip, given that from their point of view my work would be seen as aiding the enemy (that being, in this case, all Palestinians) , and because it looks quite bad for them if innocent internationals are hurt in their country or the territory they occupy. I'm sure they would also argue that they might refuse me entry for my own safety (interestingly enough I discovered today that there are actually tours from Jerusalem that take internationals through Nablus... depending on whether the checkpoint is open or closed that day). I thought that I would have a 10 hour plane ride to get my "tourist story" straight. Unexpectedly, El Al had employees, who were also Israeli government employees working at JFK doing pre-check-in security screening. Needless-to-say I drew a bit more attention than other passengers and I was selected for further screening. The questioning was relatively light compared to the 20 minute interrogation I faced when leaving Israel four years ago. They asked to hold onto my carry-on bag for two hours. Eventually I was cleared to get on the flight and I sat next to a kosher butcher, named Kerri. He and I talked quite a bit and even ventured into the dangerous waters of religion and politics (he actually brought it up). He was moderate in his views and the discussion was enlightening for both of us.
My stay in Jerusalem has provided me a good chance to rest and has been entertaining, not the least due to this kid in his early twenties from Jerusalem who is staying in my dorm room (there are six of us). His mother, who has kicked him out of the house, is demanding he become a Hasidic Jew, while all he wants to do is "listen to Madonna and Michael Jackson, and watch TV." This apparently includes porn; as he explained his plight he showed me his recently purchased portable dvd player, along with some choice titles not to be found at your local public library. The poor guy is all over the place emotionally, but appears quite harmless. In the last two days he has asked me for money for food (I lent him 10 shekels ($3USD) which he promptly paid back today after a trip to the bank), for food directly, and even to wear my pants this morning, so that he could go out and buy pants (he had been wearing sweat pants which he was hesitant to go out in in public)... unfortunately for him I'm not that generous. Last night he finished taking a shower around 2am when I his voice come from the bathroom, in a really meek broken English "excuse me... excuse me," I couldn't take it anymore and I just laid there thinking maybe he forgot a towel... Sure enough, next time I go in the bathroom there is wet toilet paper all over the place. I just shook my head and muttered, "poor guy."
peace,
Sunday, April 13, 2008
The What, Where, Why & How of my Journey to the Holy Land
As I sit at my father’s in Annapolis, I figured it’s an apt moment to put down some pre-departure words on where I’m going, what I’ll be doing, and for whom I’ll be working in Palestine.
I want to make it clear to anyone who may have concerns about my safety that I am not walking into this city blindly. I won't argue that I'll be as safe as I might be in Boston, but the risks are calculated. During my previous visit I became confident that my hosts are quite capable of ensuring that I am relatively safe. The organization I am working for hosts 10's of internationals each year. They are well connected to the community, and while they are not direct associates of some of the cities more unsavory characters, they are aware, in general, of their attitudes and normal movements, and there appears to be a tacit agreement between militants in the area and my hosts, that it is in everyones' best interest that international volunteers be welcomed to Nablus. As a volunteer at the university, members of the community will recognize me a such, and as long as I don't go out of my way to offend anyone, I expect to encounter, if not profound hospitality, at the very worst a benign acknowledgment of my presence there. If you take the time to read some of the news stories at the left of this page, please keep in mind that I am in a different situation from many of the foreigners in Nablus, and that I will be carefully following the lead of my hosts with regard to my movements and my actions. In addition, while part of me admires the courage of some to actively protest the Israeli occupation of Palestine, I will NOT be standing in front of any bulldozers, or linking arms in front of Israeli military. That is not why I have come here.
ryan